by Keely Lombardi
Born and raised in New Jersey, Heather earned her BA from Ramapo College in Literature and Creative Writing and her MFA in Creative Writing from the University of Maryland. There she was awarded the Jack Salamanca Thesis Award for her collection The Hunting Ground and Other Stories. Heather attended Skidmore’s New York State Summer Writers Institute in 2013 and in 2014. Heather’s work explores themes of love, loss and addiction. Heather is interested in the things that haunt her characters, the things that there are no words for. Her stories explore the landscapes of New Jersey, Alaska and the Adirondacks.
When I imagine who I’ll be when I graduate Ramapo, I like to imagine I’ll be someone like Professor De Bel. Poised and smart. An obvious writer by the observant look in her eyes. She is passionate about her syllabus and can tell when her students don’t read. Last semester I took her Introduction to Creative Writing class. It was possibly her monotone voice, or her seemingly uninterested yet caring disposition, that connected me to her. Now my second class with her, Fiction Writing Workshop, is almost complete. I loved being Heather’s student this academic year. I jumped at the opportunity to interview her, though it felt more like a tumble. I was nervous, and absent-mindedly walked her into the wrong study room. I desperately hoped no one would ask us to leave. We had a long discussion about her time at Ramapo, her life as a writer, and the characters in her short story “Red Dodge.” The interview was nice, but I have to say my favorite part was walking out of the library with her into a beautiful spring afternoon. I’m pleased to say my first interview was with the professor I love most.
How did “Red Dodge” come to be?
When I was an undergraduate I went to Skidmore Writers Institute, it was there I wrote “Red Dodge” as a class prompt. My professor liked what I shared and reached out to me after class. It became two years of me sending him edits and him sending me revisions. I think that showed me how long it actually takes to write a story, even if it is only five pages.
My favorite part of the story is when Tye has two realizations back to back. At first, she thinks Justin is going to defend her, but when he fails to put the truck in drive, she realizes he is nothing more than “a cornered dog baring his teeth afraid to bite.”
Do you think writers need to have some kind of realization to write?
I had a friend in high school—I didn’t have the greatest friends in high school—and he told me a story of how he cracked off someone’s rim in the same way. I thought what a strange thing to do to someone, and I was interested in what that moment would look like. That is what got me writing, but there needed to be a deeper meaning. As I was fleshing out their relationship, I realized the story is about Tye and what she expects of Justin. The most exciting part about fiction is you start off with one idea, and as you write you realize that is not what the story is about at all. Most of the stories I’ve written, I’ve had that sort of realization—Oh, this is better than what I started with.
Justin, as a character, takes on Tye’s problems as if they are his own. Can you tell me more about how Tye and Justin came to be?
At first, Justin did take the tie down strap off, but the story was missing something. Tye is so drawn to him, even though he is so clearly not what she wants him to be. In the end, she doesn’t want the truth. She wants the bad boy who is going to do bad things to protect her. If he isn’t going to be that person, she is going to make him be that person. That is how she came to be in the story. Making him short was a lot of fun, too.
Exactly. Tye knew what string to pull to upset Justin, by bringing up height. I think that writers naturally know what strings to pull, because we observe people. Do you think you have the skill of observing people?
Absolutely. As a writer you have to. So much of writing is understanding how people work. It is about using whatever tools you have to understand why they do what they do. Justin is very much based on a real person, who actually really isn’t short at all. I think insecurity in men is interesting to write about because it often comes out as anger or violence to assert their masculinity. Understanding people, I think, is the heart of writing. When you write, you write about people. Understanding people is what you have to do.
In class, you mentioned you spent a year only reading female writers. I’m curious to know more about that time.
I went through a very complicated process of developing my writing, as everyone does. I went through the phase in high school and early college of loving the modernists, in which mostly men are emphasized: it’s the men, and Woolf. That strange masculine way of writing was something I was drawn to. It wasn’t until I read Jean Rhys that I became interested in exploring the way in which women understand their emotion opposed to the way over-appreciated writers like Hemingway try to understate them. She’s melancholic, depressed, in her emotions. She is a woman swimming in emotion, and I think that is how I am. I thought it was so bold for her to write that way. I felt I had some catching up to do.
Did you enjoy your time at Ramapo?
Yes, Ramapo changed my life. I came into Ramapo having no idea what I wanted to do. I left knowing exactly what I wanted to do.
I don’t come from a creative family. In high school, I couldn’t conceive that there were people who made money pursuing the arts. No one talks to you about that in high school. When I came to Ramapo on early admissions day, they asked me what my major was. I said I had no idea. One teacher, who was definitely in the humanities, asked me what classes I liked in high school. When I told her literature, she said, “Okay we’ll make you a Literary Studies major! You can always change it!” That’s how I fell into studying literature. My first year I was taking Gen Eds. I was bored with life, bored with everything, then I took Hoch’s Readings in Poetry class.
How did you begin teaching at Ramapo?
Similar to how I fell into studying literature, I fell into teaching. When I was at Ramapo a lot of my classmates were getting their certifications as a back-up. I thought by doing so, they were going to be teachers, not writers. I didn’t want to do that. I wanted to put all my energy into writing. I was never interested in teaching, and I’m nervous in front of crowds. When I went to grad school, that’s when I realized how wrong I was and that I love teaching. I think there is a small group of us that get sucked into academia and never leave. We collect degrees and adjunct in between degrees. After I graduated from grad school, I knew I wanted to teach. I taught at Rutgers, William Patterson, and reached out to Todd Barnes for a Critical Reading and Writing class at Ramapo.
Do you have any advice for struggling college students?
Take care of yourself. For me, what made me a good student was taking classes I knew I would love with professors I knew I would love. Professors who are passionate. It was that feeling of love that always made me turn to the readings and do the work. I didn’t go through the very, very difficult process of trying to get school done with Covid. I’m not sure how I would have survived in that environment. It is so difficult to have that passion virtually. It feels contrived. I give students going to school during the time of Covid a lot of credit.
You must radically take care of yourself. School isn’t just about absorbing knowledge, it is about the experience. Learning isn’t having knowledge dumped into your brain., You have to fail. That’s the only way you learn. I think creative writing workshops are so great because it allows you the room to fail, to receive criticism, in order to produce something better. Criticism, when done well, is meant to help you get to the next story, it is not meant to tear you down. The act of giving someone criticism is an act of faith because you believe in the person to do better the next time. For students who feel burnt out: take a break, take what little pennies you have and go travel, even if it’s to Pennsylvania. The best classrooms are the ones that combine life, passion, and connection. I took professors that knew that, and I loved it. It is important to remember what you love and do the things that you love.